A black sun sets:
an obsidian marble
dropping over the world's edge;
a bead of sooty spit
dribbling through the greasy lips
of a smirking sunset
streaked with colour
like a thin film of oil
smeared upon the dusky sky
as though it was the inner surface
of a bubble.
It falls out of sight,
rolls over the Earth's rim
and into the fugitive light
beneath this dim disk,
the Lux Aeterna
illuminating the bright,
immaculate night
denied us in the blindness
and febrile hallucination
of the waking dream
in which we reside,
through which we walk,
which we call day.
We map this Earth
that caps the night
with aimless wandering.
What beings follow in our footsteps,
matching our own
on the other side of this surface?
Our sunset is their sunrise.
While they pace purposefully,
stepping on our soles
as if walking on water,
we ricochet off each other
like billiards on baize pastures
and drop like gleaming lozenges
to be digested
in the tar pit pocket of our ego,
here where we live
in the bleached beached ribcage
of the past, among the weed reek
and the piss stink,
where we twist the tusks
of extinct animals
to tune the lute
on which we play
our insane solo
on a sky scraping stage.
There comes a point
when the difference
between heaven and hell
is decided in a split second.
The task is to postpone that moment,
to stay on the right side of it,
to delay it as long as possible,
but it is not marked on any clock face,
indeed, its existence is just a rumour.
However, the people
on the other side of night
have already experienced
this moment of decision
and know their fate
for better or worse.
Are they laughing at us?
Do they feel pity?
I an confident they do not envy us.
Mist hangs like rags on branches,
filtered from darkness by the trees.
We speculate about hidden purpose,
guess at redemption, summon gods,
perform the ventriloquism of religion
with the images we make of them,
stuffing scripture in their mouths.
We stagger in shambling delirium,
drunk with gutter ecstasy
in this dilapidated Jerusalem
where faith and filth mix
in secret transubstantiation,
receiving soup kitchen sacrament
while Christ busks an electronic gospel,
and die no wiser than the birds
threading their farewell semiquavers
onto the pale sun's last rays as they ascend
into the fading noctilucence, and fall silent.